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for you and me (self acceptance)

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Mar. 28th, 2008 | 02:55 pm
location: shige's room
mood: calmcalm
music: ai nante-nishikato yuya

title: for you and me (self acceptance)
author: kazuryoshi
pairing: Nishikato ow yeah!

summary: its the prodigy's turn again.

oh my oh my! I cant believe it!

oh. hi there! how are you? miss me?

let me tell you something, oh my oh my. last night, we went out together!! me, me and that person! just the two of us! am i dreaming? no im not. i am not dreaming..but why my best friend came to bother us? i mean, well, i know he was worried that it will be too awkward for us to be together, alone, just the two of us, but, i dont care about that, go to hell with MR. Awkward! i just want us to strengthen our bond, i want to be his friend, no, i want to be more than his friend..i want to be his...special someone, yes, special.

oh, my dearest friend, why did you come and ruined everything?.

i know he felt the same too (i hope so, i mean i really really really hope so)

this is getting worse (i am referring to my 'feeling'), i need to see him, i need to hear his voice, his mocking voice that tells me my hair style sucks, i need to feel his presence everywhere i go. what's happening to me? dont tell me im going crazy? but crazy in love..maybe?

wait! if i do in love with him, that will make me a g~ ge~ ga~~y, uwaaaaaaaa!!! ah..reminds me of my neighbour's kid that kept calling me 'geh' instead of my proper name.

oh my! what should i do if he found out about this?
(jimusho building is good enough, or i could lie down on the railway waiting for the train to hit me..yeah..i could do that)

but, its me. my feeling is real. i cant deny it and i cant stop it. so..

owh, here i am...wow! 25 minutes before meeting! i am good.

we are going to have a meeting today, just a group meeting, will he sit next to me as he always do?

i am opening the door now. am i the first to arrive?

doki doki doki doki


OMG! its him!!and he smiles at me! okay, calm now, dont panic, smile back, now... wat should i do? how do i look?..better go to the toilet first.

i am going now..

you know what, im quite busy right now. so see ya.

p/s dont tell this to anyone okay. count on u :)

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Comments {4}

Anna; 慧恩; 안나;アンナ(⌒^⌒)

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from: annatanhe
date: Mar. 28th, 2008 10:16 am (UTC)

this is so interesting, please continue it okay! :D

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from: bentoman
date: Mar. 28th, 2008 11:43 am (UTC)

This is so cute!
Are you continuing? Ouh, will the other members have something to say too?
o_O I want to know how it's continuiiiing~

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from: love_akira
date: Mar. 28th, 2008 12:23 pm (UTC)

this is getting better and better....I love this nervous Shige...so adorable...can't wait for more.

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from: kazuryoshi
date: Mar. 29th, 2008 02:42 pm (UTC)

yeah..it will continue.soon, real soon,in fact, i already post it in my lj. owh, thank u for reading :) <3 <3

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